Thoughts in the shadow of reality ..

I thought why I sensed hell life
I thought why I was busiest of all sentient beings
I thought why days and nights were seemed absent
I thought why time seemed heading at extreme pace
I thought why even a second was crucial like an hour
I thought why I was showered with endless anxiety
I thought who the bloody had gnawed my appetite
I thought who the punk had coaxed me to become weaker
Darn!!! Those were recurring exam days.

I thought why I felt abruptly like treading on the air
I thought why I felt abruptly like fluttering
I thought why I felt abruptly like riding on splendid caliber flight
I thought why my gait swapped abruptly
I thought why I became too audacious unlike ever other times
I thought why every word of others was bit of venom to me.
I thought why I spoke differently in different dialects.
I thought why I forgot pleasing words and remembered slangs only
I thought why I was perverted from normality
Damn!!! I was boozed

I thought why I was in dungeon
I thought why I was deprived of freedom of movement
I thought why I was always hunted behind in everything
I thought why I was not allowed to do what ever I wish.
I thought why everything was restricted to permission
I thought why golden voice of advices were pouring everyday
I thought why I was spoon fed in everything
I thought why everything was surrounded with stringent rules
Huh!!! High school life

I thought why I was in heaven
I thought why I was free like air
I thought why everything was on my hand
I thought why everything was not restricted to permission
I thought why I was given plethora of personal responsibility
I thought why there was drought of golden words of advices
I thought why there was drought of stringent norms
I thought why part of my life was so different
What a life!!!! College life huh!!!.